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my name is demitria, i'm 21 years young and living in the 408, i like to be among friends, listen to music, be in the sun, dance, draw and write. i am an adventurer and a design junkie. i love my tumblr :]

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OMG TUMBLR HI I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCHHH :]

came to show you this lovely advertisement for sunglasses theo showed me, and tell you that my life is going swell. i am making everyday my own and doing my best to keep up with these crazy kids and the changing times. there is very little i have unfulfilled,  only a few projects yet to be approached… decided to learn to weld over the next year… :] haha. until then the progress in my painting continues quietly and generally late at night. i have finally reached a place in my writing where everything is starting to have a loose chronology and (maybe) the beginning of several possible fictitious plots.

i’ve also made huge connections in the u.g. house music scene that could catapult me and my very talented friends into very high and exciting positions over the next few years. the field of the music industry is so abstract and fluid and constantly changing that it’s hard to know exactly where i’m going with all of this… but none the less, i can no longer ignore that it’s a very real opportunity. what if it all did work out, and i could travel and study and throw events and have an amazing music and theatrical career? and i could make a shit ton of money, and see the biggest names in electronica and then come home to my house and my lover and then retire and build beautiful houses and shit like that?? fuck.

i know that was not eloquently stated but jesus christ, it’s all still kind of hazy and bizarre to think about…

in my personal life, i have made myself happy as always to come home to my room, to the house on hamilton and my roommates. i’ll be 21 soon, and on my list of things to buy for my birthday, i thought maybe i would get a new pet :] or maybe two :] we’ll see. 

there’s also a boy that i like. not much is to be said of this, because there is very little i can say to him, as he makes me very very nervous :]. i am constantly amazed at my inability to flirt; despite all the social knowledge in the world, my ability to read a couple or crowd or group dynamic from across a room, i still have trouble breaking myself down to relax and be playful x]

but i’m generally pretty capable, i think i can learn how to be playful x]

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ummm, god grant me the ability to change the things i cannot accept.

ummmmmm, tumblr, grant me the financial stability to soon have access to the internet again in my home. this whole barring my soul to you every three months is kind of sad.

  1. johnvangogh said: MISS YOU! <3
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