morning benders = the thing i can’t stop listening to lately.
also, edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHEOF_rcND8&feature=relmfu
oh tumblr, what a funny thing my life has been the last few months. so much change, so much growth, and i am so so happy ad appreciative for all of it. i feel like a completely different person, and in a lot of ways, feel like i got a lot of myself back that i had managed to tuck away for the benefit of others, but now the stars and the entire blue sky are mine everyday. i write letters to the girl i love, i live with a handful of my friends in a beautiful house in the neighborhood i grew up in, and even though i have no internet, i have slowly accumulated a fair amount of the music i love. i am trying my best to become the grown up i wanted to be when i was a kid… i’m trying to overcome my fear of singing on stage so that i can join a band and record with my friends, i started getting my nails done so that i look and act a little more like a lady, i try to exorcise my fashion sense, i have a new outlook on my friendships with other people and i am so enjoying being single, even though i’m learning all over again how to flirt and be playful. i’m taking back my confidence in talking to strangers, and am looking forward to finishing the millions of painting projects that have accumulated over my desk…. i also write constantly, whenever i want, but i do miss you my dear darling blog <3333333333
how exciting my life is, a million little things everyday that are new!
ugh, have to go, a million things to do :]
fuck tumblr i miss you!!
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